Oct 23, 2005 19:21
Grandma died today at 4 and now I dont know what to do plus I have cried so much now that I dont know how to express my self any other way I just cant cry anymore I just wannna scream or somthing idk. Its so hard to loose someone to love to finally have to say goodbye. As I watched her body disappear on that strechter I have somewhat come to closure with it but not totally. I need to sign off and think. IM JUST STILL IN SHOCK>>>>>>>