Oct 01, 2004 14:30
i hate it that everyone else has two days off for the weekend here at work while i have one until the end of the month. i don't know why we though having tours on saturdays from march-october was a good idea. today i have given 4 people a tour---$20 only!!! that sucks!!
today has not been a good day at all for me. i have been so upset over so many things happening right now. i can't talk about them but i know they will blow over, hopefully soon. i just want to thank brandi for being there for me!! girl you are awesome, you really are and i don't know how to thank you for listening to me last night. let me tell you, if there is ever someone that says you aren't a good friend, i would like to know why. there are only a select few that would have met me somewhere like you did last night and they don't live here anymore. thanks again.
travis and i are doing great, at least i think so. i love him so much and i so dearly want him to know that more than anything. i mean he does know that because we have said we love one another. this is a man who i am completely falling head over heels in love with more and more each day. when i just look at him i can remember everything of the first time we met and what he wore and how we reacted. it was so cute. he is just way to adorable. right now he is going through a bunch of stuff that i can't really help him with but i know that i am here for him if he needs me. i told him that too. i sent him a text today that said i loved him so much and anything that he decided to do i would stand by it pretty much.
lately this week i have been wanting to change jobs. i am sort of tired of this scene, but i love how easy it is. yet this week seems as if i am just getting jumped on more and more for no apparent reason. not really getting yelled at but it seems that everything i do is just wrong and they want me to change everything that is i do down here at the receptionist desk. i just don't understand. they want me to do tours, but then they want me to let people up if they come through and if that isn't enough they want me to me interactive with people in the fan zone. i love my job, it will be a year this month for me here at the track. i couldn't ask for a better job and co-workers to work with, but i am young and want to get my degree and start working in something that really interests me.
i love drag racing. ever since our april spring event with NHRA i have been in heaven!! travis drag races as well. he hasn't in a couple of years because of a lot of stuff going on in his life but he loves it too. that is one thing that really attracts myself to him, because we do have the same interests as the other. i think that is very important in a relationship. especially now a days since nobody really has a good relationship with their loved ones.
anywho i am just going to keep going and going and going if i don't stop now. i will get back on here sometime or another.
later!!