I feel so bad...
'ello everyone! its been quite a while but meh.. whatever lol. i finally figured out how to get the thingys to fall down lol.. thankies for that michelle! lol.. hmm things have been crazy latley... i dont know what ever going on.. first thing ill start with juan and get him off my chest.. he is back staying in new london thank god! and i am suppossed to be getting to see him on saturday night which i hope i do.. i miss him lots.. and well he told me on monday that he really meant what he said on sunday which i wont get into but i can tell you its very good ;) and then he seemed like something was wrong on tuesday (yesterday) so i asked him to tell me if anything he said was not true.. anything he has ever said before to tell me now if any of it wasnt true and he didnt say anything so i said juan is any of it true or not true.. and he said i already answered it but i dont know what the answer is and then like yeah he was a dick for the rest of the night.. abbys been staying at his house i beileve or is just there... idk which one. . but its none of my bussiness to say y so i wont.. and um yeah.. like whenever she is around hes always an ass.. and anyways i was talking to him earlier today and he was kinda sweet and all then abby woke up and like he was an ass.. idk whats going on but i WILL find out.. you can coutn on that.. okay now that i have that off my chest.. my friend jeffs friend kenny.. asked me out and i feel so bad because i just dont really want to go out with anyone right now:( and i dunno i asked him the other day wahts wrong and his answer was "girls...girls.. and well girls.." i tought it was me but i asked jeff and he said no it was something with this other chick and i was like WHEW! i feel bad enough already..anyways oh my ga! stpehen, rj, joey, chad, and marlon are like fuckng around with me and beca in class lol its so funny.. they keep sayin stuff and makein me and beca laugh lol.. and well i wont get into what they were saying lol.. but the teacher thinks we are all nuts i beileve..*sneeze* ouch lol. sry.. anyways.. i think i need to start focusing on certian things and sticking to those things.. and stop being so "inactive" lol.. do shit and start shit and get it done.. ya know? im begining to become very lazy! and im gaining weight like a cow! lol i went from weighing approcimently.. 112 lbs. on friday to weighing 119.5 on sunday! thats a lot of weight gained! lol.. im going on a diet! my ex step mom only weighs 108! dude shes like in her 30s! lol.. anyways.. im going to start working out 3 times a day lol once in the morning after i get home and before i go to bed.. lol that will halp me be more productive.. i have cheerleadiing today and yeah.. that should be exciting! *rolls eyes* its not like i thought it would have been.. but oh well.. im making new friends!! yay! lol loose some and make sum but hey its all gravy! omg that reminds me paul said. "its all gravy" and i started to bust out laughin! hes so funny.. paul is the type of guy you dont see sayign that. lol.. he then startd to poke me continuosly until i make him stop lol.. we hung out for a lil while we were watching some movie but i fell asleep half way through then he was tired after i woke up lol figures.. any ways my couisn is trying to ge me to go to eastern with her butim tired of being in schoolw it hher.. her and i have been in the same school since kindergarten! thats pathetic! lol.. she snot my twin or anythign! lol anyways lets see...nope i think thats it lol.. check yall later..~one~ ~*Extasy*~
Courtney and michelle~ hey good luck on the games and thanks for the falling picture thingys lol..
Juan: dude i dont even know where to start
Abby: was it true what juan said bout ya?
Paul: *POKE* lol ha gotcha
JIll: i will see you saturday lol and same to you josh.. we meeting at sarges? lol let the white chica in! lol
Beca: 8 MILE! LOL