that bites shit!!
okay so i wrote the whole damn entry adn the damn thing frozze and now i have to write it over again and i dont want to rewrite all that so ima make it shorter and to the point..
okay so i went to the rink with my sis and bro and my sis and i fell and omg i have a huge bruise on my ass and my sister got nothing.. and then on sunday when my other sis, tiff, came home i jumped up to answer the door and i hit my leg on my moms coffee table and now i have a mega bruise on my leg and it hurts like a bitch! anyways then i check my mail and juan sent me an email and said he was going to call me but i wasnt home so i calle dhim and he said he had to cal me back so he did and then he 3 wayed his mom and we all talked then him and i talked alone and omg.. things were so fucked up but now they arent. things are so great right now.. i eman if we was oging out they would be better but we arent and we still are great.. he didnt write those and he is pissed that they were written and he was all sweet and shit to me on the phone then when he had to go he said he would cal me at 3 30 today but he didnt so whatever i didnt think he would but its all good...i guess i can forgive him again heh.. i hope im doing the right thing.. idk .. my stomach hurts real bad.. oh my ga! anyways im going to go becaus ei jsut want to talk ot him and i cant exaactly so yeah.. oh yeah i almost forgot the whole point.. besides we are talking.. yesterday before we hung up.. he told me in the sweetest voice.. that he really does love me and he wants to be with me, things just have to work out.. it kinda feels liek a fairy tale story.. okay not really more like will and grace but yeah lol.. heres a song that i got for him...
"With You"
The real me is a southern girl with her Levis on and an open heart
Wish I could save the world, like I was super girl
The real me used to laugh all night lying in the grass just talking about love
But lately I've been jaded life got so complicated
I start thinking about it, I almost forgot what it was like
To know what it feels like
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you, with you, with you
Now that I'm with you
You speak and it's like a song
And just like that all my walls come down
It's like a private joke just meant for us to know
I relate to you naturally
Everybody else just fades away
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Just knowing you found me
Cuz I'm start thinking about it, I almost forgot what it was like
To know what it feels like
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you
Come and take me
Like you save me
Like nobody else
Now I can be myself
With you
With you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now (Baby as I do now)
Now that I'm with you