well well well what a day it is what a day it is
one statement.. guys suck.. not all of the mbut most of them.. all they do is cause stupid problems.. they should be punished all the bad ones anyway.. i still havent talked to juan but whataver.. im trying not to think about him.. anyways..yeah eventualy i have to go start seeing miranda (the school social worker) because i have to much "pain and anger built up inside me" yeah whatever.. im just depressed cant people be depressed? idk, i dont undderstand these people.. half the school is happy and the other half is like angry mad and crazy.. my guidence counsler asked me if i ever tried to hurt myself or thought about it so i asked her.. "what year are you talking about?" and she just kind of looked at me and started to tlak to me about shcool.. and i complained because well its school.. yes yes i got to han gotu with paul yesterday *smiles* hes a bum.. we watched some movie but i dont remember what one.. but yeah its all good lol. so how is everyone else? good i hope.. i hope no girl ever has to go throug what i go through even if u dont like me or i dnt like you.. which is hard because there arent very many people whom i dony like.. did i jsut say whomm?? hmm thats weird.. anyways.. i ahve homework i didnt do and i dont plan on doign it anytime soon. .anyways.. i think i might need to move to new mexico and get away but i cant ebcaues then i would be away from paul, bean, courtney, amber, sam, justin, and (i know i know) juan.. that would be hard to leave all of them here and go almost all the way across country to some hot icky dirt state.. i think i wil most definatley move to florida when i can well asap.. a friend wants me to help 'em pay for an apartment so he can live there but i have to live at my house.. now this is a very dear friend and i would do almost anything for this kid but i dont know .. this person says you can like live there if its al good with your parents and stuffage and i was like haha so i asked my dad what he thought and he looked at me funny then sasid whatever.. i lauhed and went upstiars.. my dad liked this kid then hated this kid for what happened and now he loves this kid again.. lol i aske this kid if i could walk around in my underwear if i lived there.. lol.. im sure kid wouldnt mind. lol.. i wouldnt do that.. im not married. some time this week hopefulyl soon i will be going to clinton mall wiht my aunt loida and unle daivd.. i cant wait! shopping! hmmi guess you need lots of money for that dont you? lol i just kind aspent some of that lol.. i should really just get a job.. anyways i am blabbering about nothing important so i will go now byebyes.. if it seems im in a better mood im not i just try to think about that and it makes things in a better sense...
Bean: ladidadi hangie outtie time.. "Let's call jill!!" ~lmao
Paul: you are very lazy sometimes.. and see i pay too!!
Courtney: im glad what happened happened.. congrats
Jon: you dont like me no mores *tear* you never talk to me online either..
Jessica: hey i dont know exactly whats wrong but i hope things get better!
Joe: did you do something to jess?? be nice please!
Jusitn: dude we so have to hang
Cale: im so sry!!! i didnt know u didnt know the number! lol.. well try thursday..