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Great news everyone!! me and juan just got off the phohne about 20mins ago!! we had an actual convosation..! im so happy lol.. im still sad but im happy cuz we talked.. although he gets annoying to a poiny ya know? well we didnt tal about much just kinda cracked on each other.. thats all really.. lol. we talked about some stuff but yall aintin it so you donht gots to know ya know? hes suppossed to call me back but for some reason i find taht not happening.. heh oh well..im singl ei should get out.. no i shouldnt, 1 its to early and 2 im not ready too yet.. ive only ben single 2 days.. omg~! 2 days eh thats a long time to me.. lol. im a dork i know..
lets see in school beca told me that i should hook up wiht this mad ugly guy.. Sry beca not happening... hes not cute at all lol. at least idont think so.. hes in our geometry class.. beca beca beca.. lol... she doesnt make sense half the time.. oh well.. she has a bf and yet she goes crazy when a "hott" guy walks by.. when i see hott she sees ass, when she sees hott i see ass. lol.. whatever though its all gravy ya know? im happy to see courtney and jeff so happy together.. if that makes any sense.. lol.. but yeah.. i wish i could have a relationship like that again.. i try to hard.. people are right i do try to hard sometimes.. and im stopping about trying to hard. im still going to try for things but not as hard.. slowly ill try less and less till im l ike paul and jsut dont give a care.. heh that bum.. not many people read my journal which kinda sucks because i dunno.. i must just suck then lol.. i was sad all during school today you could punched me in the face and i wouldnt have cared... it was great.. im in a semi better mood now that i called juan and we talked.. i might be getting an early job at h & r block as a receptionist until the srping when i goto work at the aquarium.... hehe picture times!! ill have pictures for all of you hopefully soon.. i have to get pictures collected and to my nanas house so i can see what i got to scan for yall.. well i dont know what els eto say just came on to say im happy that i got ot talk to juan.. well im off to cook a big dinenr thing ..ugh save me .. :( lol toodles...