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So Happy Belated thanksgiving to everyone for yesterday which was also my birthday. It was an okay day. I went to my Uncle's (mr. paps) for thanksgiving dinner, got some presents and money and ate a TON. Since the penguins are going to Florida for tonights game... Eddie Olzeck had to leave and wouldn't be home for thanksgiving... so his son TOmmy was at my uncles for thanksgiving. Hes cool. hes 15. its a shame because i was like hmm.... lonnie does it.. so can i. i could get some great tickets out of this. no i am just kidding, hes too young. but i felt obligated to tell him how much of a hottie his dad is. so it was weird that tommy was there, but hes cool and him and my little cousin play on the same teams. i will edit this later, i gotta go get lunch for the office.
back from lunch...
so after my uncles, we went to my aunts on my mom's side. ate a little, drank a bunch of wine and then went to see "just friends" with some of my cousins and mallory. that movie was FUNNY. i liked it.
i have been doing really good about the whole jim thing. i confonted him and just asked him like wtf because he WILL not treat me like he is. he said 'i promised my wife i wouldn't talk to you'... ew i flipped. i just said well you broke a lot of promises. and i told him how fucked up he was for interupting my life by telling me so many fucking things that had me feeling like we were going to be together and then this. He said he meant everything he said but he has to stay with his wife he loves her and blah blah. he told me that he has pushed everyone out of his life that he really needs and he is working on fixing things. he is in therapy (which is good for everyone because its someone who can't judge you and they help you).. and hes on Zoloft and all this kinds of shit. so there is more going on inside of him that met the eyes. it really bothers me, but i honestly can say that i hope things turn out okay for him and her. they have children, and although it feels like i will never get over this, i will.. because i always do. so me and him do not talk at all but at least i kno that his feelings were real. so just knowing that someone cared about me that much, would make anyone feel good. i told the girls at work, i just think of it as i had the happy jim, and now that hes the jim who doesn't know who he is... we are done. so i'm taking it day by day and everythings going to be okay. i didnt cry yesterday, i didnt cry today... and i won't cry tomorrow.
so i seen some friends at the pens game tuesday. alex and shay. me and mallory went to the game. had to hussle some brothas for some decent seats. we got section C24, and they were sooo decent. we won the game 5-4 against the capitals and i was sooo excited. my favorite steeler was there, JEFF REED. it was just a GOOD night for me. Why am i the only one that knows they call reed "quadzilla"...? i like him because hes consistant, and is ALWAYS smiling.
well that is all for now.. Happy Holidays