when the cookie crumbles....
Im so lost right now. All I can do is cry. I dont want to be around anyone or talk to anyone. I dont want to go to work I dont want to see james. I just want to sit in the dark, Today I found out my grandpa is dying. His arota is clogged and theres nothing the doctors can do hes to old. We are just waiting for his heart to give up, I always thought i wouldnt be able to handle this I can deal with my dad dying better then my grandpa, although yeah I dont think thats true it feels the same. This is the man I grew up idolizing my hero, I dont know how to feel what to feel.