Jul 18, 2004 10:22
okay I havent really sat down and wrote in a while and I probally need to. I dont know what to think, I cant figure out why its bothering me so bad if jimmy actually joins the navy. When he first told me it left me speechless then furious now i just cant get it off my mind. It should be a good oppertunity for him to grow up and provide good benifiets for my baby but i just dont know.
Everything else is going good. Im seeing james still(amazing almost 3 weeks, thats really good for me) im having to tell my mom today she suspects but i denied and know shes mad at me since im keeping secrets. Last night I spent the night at james, it was so sweet. I got over there and we just layed on his couch and he held me and we watch an old tenn. vs cinn. game and fell asleep. and this morning I woke up and was leaving to get landon and he was like what are you doing today call me i wanna see ya. i was like awwww so sweet.
i could complain alot more but i wont. Now i have to head to my moms boyfriends house for lunch and icecream cake. sigh.........