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All I have to say is shut up and listen.
I have just had one of the crappiest days ever in my life. I realize that I'm possessive, and I realize that I sometimes act like a child. But what do you expect me to do? You people think that life is like tv and that you can just surprise me with things and they'll have no consequences. You think that the course of action you've taken is the best and didn't stop to think of how maybe it's not your place to meddle in these things.
You know what? Everytime you do something, I'm going to react. And if you don't tell me the whole truth right from the begining, I'm going to make an ass out of myself. So I don't give a fuck if you feel I'm being childish and have jumped to a conclusion. And I don't care if you think you were doing something in my interest or something to make me happy. I don't even know what the hell happened today, but I wish one of you would've had the decency to tell me what was going on.
Because right now I feel so alone, and it hurts. It hurts that everyone has sided against me. It hurts that you haven't called in like 3 days. And it hurts that I have to sit here by myself. I just want you all to know that you made me cry.
I don't care if you respond or not.
I have just had one of the crappiest days ever in my life. I realize that I'm possessive, and I realize that I sometimes act like a child. But what do you expect me to do? You people think that life is like tv and that you can just surprise me with things and they'll have no consequences. You think that the course of action you've taken is the best and didn't stop to think of how maybe it's not your place to meddle in these things.
You know what? Everytime you do something, I'm going to react. And if you don't tell me the whole truth right from the begining, I'm going to make an ass out of myself. So I don't give a fuck if you feel I'm being childish and have jumped to a conclusion. And I don't care if you think you were doing something in my interest or something to make me happy. I don't even know what the hell happened today, but I wish one of you would've had the decency to tell me what was going on.
Because right now I feel so alone, and it hurts. It hurts that everyone has sided against me. It hurts that you haven't called in like 3 days. And it hurts that I have to sit here by myself. I just want you all to know that you made me cry.
I don't care if you respond or not.