I Hate Feeling This Way

[cowgirl411]

Every once in a while I get so lonely. I'm not always sure what triggers it. I know what did it this time. I just get this craving to be with someone; someone who cares about me and will just sit around and watch movies, talk, and cuddle with me. Why is it SO HARD to find someone like that???? I think it's worse when I am running around doing a million things at once and, all of a sudden, my schedule clears up and I have time to think about. That's when thinking is bad. I wish I could just stop some days. *sigh* I guess the feeling will pass and I'll go back to being the "strong, independent girl who doesn't need a guy". Why can't I be that girl?

Understudy show on Wednesday at 8 p.m. I'll kind of be glad when it's over so I can stop worrying about it.