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Oct 27, 2005 22:23

I've been thinking about how lucky I am lately. Even though I've been really tired and run down, I have so many things to be thankful for. It's really incredible to think about.
My mom and I talked today. She sent me an e-mail of my Grandma Homan. She was sick for months and they weren't sure what she had. For quite some time she was telling everyone that if God was ready to take her, she was ready to go. I was so scared. A couple of weeks ago my mom forwarded e-mails to me saying that she was home and was doing very well. I just got an e-mail saying that she feels like she's doing better by the day. They also took pictures of her. Seeing them made me cry. I got to talk to her a week ago and when I was saying good-bye I said, "I love you," and when she responded with "I love you too, sweetheart," I just lost it and handed the phone back to my mom. I can't believe how close we came to losing her. It scares me and is an eerie reminder that she won't be around for very much longer. Now, more than ever, I have no idea what I'll do when she's gone.
Other than that, things are good. I don't really feel like saying much else, so I'm just gonna go, ttel.
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