i hate hospitals!

[cowgirl321]

Okay, so I officially dread the holidays. Every year around the holidays I end up in the hospital! I just got out on like wednesday. I went in sunday morning because I had the terrible pain in my right abdomin I went through ultrasounds nd catscans. They still couldn't diagnoas anything so they went into my stomach with a telescope and figured out my appendix was inflamed and they took it out. I have three scars from the surgery. After the surgery, it was weird, I went into shock. It was the strangest thing ever. I started shaking uncontrollably. My legs were shaking and my shoulders were too, and my jaw chattered so hard, I tried to stop it and just realx but i couldn't, so they gave me some sort of liek sedative and i was back to sleep in a few seconds! lol it was cool, then at 3 in the morning i apparently got up and was walking through the hallways deliriously, the nurses returned me to my room and locked my door til morning, lol. So then while I was at the hospital, I realized who truely cared about me and how didn't give #### what happend to me. Only a few people called me and I was out of school for a week. Meghan called me and I love her to death, of course my bf called me and visited me, and sam called me. Nick and noelle knew about it and I know they care. But all my friends from school, when i got back they were all like omg we were so worried i'm like did you ever try calling me or texting me? they were all like, oh i was busy srry, blah blah blah, i just wanted to be like shut the #### up, if you gave even half a #### about me you'd cal, but no i didn't say anythign, just things like, yeah i understand. whatever, #### perrysburg, i hate this rich, selfish stuck up town!
I wanna go home! i miss cait, i miss sam, i miss maggie! the holidays are teh hardest time of year, that and my birthday. It makes me realize that none of my friends care at all about me. I don't mean to be so petty but i want to blow this town and go somewhere where people realize the world doesn't revolve round them and they won't always be handed money. A place with some family value. I just wanna go home...

Love me with all the hate in your heart,
Whitney Michelle Adams