RIP Cait
Today was so far the worst day of my life. My best friend Caitlin Ben-Dror had been the one person who stood beside me through everythign for almost 8 years now. Today I got a phone call from her mom...She'd died in a car accident, she was on her way home from NJ to Pennsylvania to visit her mom for her birthday, She was only 18.
Those of you who have been reading my journal for a long time know i also lost a good friend back in May. Well cait was closer to me than he was. She was my horse trainer but one of the closest people in my life. She was the one who made me who I am. I spent everyday and every holiday with her and her mom. She was the closest thing i'd ever had to a sister. I cannot imagine my life now that she's not in it. Sometimes you just have to move on but I swear I'll never ever get over her. I can;t write a whole lot right now because i still dont' feel good so i'll write more later.
"Live everyday like it's your last, one of these days...it will be"
tell everyone close to you how much you love them and even if your mad at them, get over it and talk to them... I hadn't talk to cait in a while because I was mad at her and we were fighting. Please don't ever not speak to someone because someday you may never see or speak to them again. I can only wish I could hear cait's voice again or hear her tell me everything will be okay, but I can't. I never will again. Learn from my mistakes, talk to whoever you're fighting with and please, please even if it's a big fight, end it before it's too late.
RIP caitlin ben-dror 11-21-85 to 11-20-04
Those of you who have been reading my journal for a long time know i also lost a good friend back in May. Well cait was closer to me than he was. She was my horse trainer but one of the closest people in my life. She was the one who made me who I am. I spent everyday and every holiday with her and her mom. She was the closest thing i'd ever had to a sister. I cannot imagine my life now that she's not in it. Sometimes you just have to move on but I swear I'll never ever get over her. I can;t write a whole lot right now because i still dont' feel good so i'll write more later.
"Live everyday like it's your last, one of these days...it will be"
tell everyone close to you how much you love them and even if your mad at them, get over it and talk to them... I hadn't talk to cait in a while because I was mad at her and we were fighting. Please don't ever not speak to someone because someday you may never see or speak to them again. I can only wish I could hear cait's voice again or hear her tell me everything will be okay, but I can't. I never will again. Learn from my mistakes, talk to whoever you're fighting with and please, please even if it's a big fight, end it before it's too late.
RIP caitlin ben-dror 11-21-85 to 11-20-04