Nov 11, 2004 19:33
Tonight was opening night for PHS fll musical, Little Shop of Horrors. I was merely make-up crew but i had the time of my life. I met a bunch of new people and all people (except the sophmores! lol) were sooo nice. All the cast did a beautiful job. Max was the best of all of em! lol( sniffing gases)I wish for one night somewhere...anywhere, I could forget my god-aweful stage fright and sing, dance and act in the spot light. For once I'd love to be the one belting such beutiful notes it made the audience get chills. One night I want to be the one everyone talks about as they walk out of the theater and sys, did you hear that girl sing...she's got some talent. YEAH RIGHT in my dreams, i have stage fright, i can't sing, and i probably can't act! lol so much for that once in a lifetime dream! haha o well, i suppose everyone wishes for that one moment in the spotlight. Only people with TALENT get on stage, til then i'll have my fun being on crew. great opener for PHS. GREAT JOB EVERYONE!
Last night, i got in an arguement with a friend of mine. I said something to him that he denies. He got pissed at me and isn't talking to me anymore. I wish he'd talk to him. I wish i could put everything into words, but everything comes out wrong...serves me right for not keeping to myself like I should. I wish he knew what i meant by all of it and how i really felt. I'm sorry and I never meant to hurt you...please talk to me. I know I don't mean that much to you because you have so many other friends, but i wanna try to explain myslef if you'd let me.