I hate guys!!!
ok life officially sucks once again....well i havent updated in quite awhile cause i wasnt aloud to say anything. why you ask? well I was sort of seeing this kid named troy...and we werent going to tell anyone cause its one of Mikes friends and we didnt want to piss him or anyone else off, so Troy and I talked it over everytime I saw him and everytime we agreed this wasnt going to work even though we kept seeing each other... I thought he liked me....Well turns out Monday night after my Football game I went to the mall with him and Hope and after we dropped Hope off he took me home and we sat and talked in the drive way for a little bit the first thing he said is how he thinks we should just be friends from this point on and I was upset but I said ok, and yet at this point Im still sitting on his lap, but we talked for a little bit and yet again we ended up making out so the whole friends thing wasnt very clear and my emotions were screwed with majorly and it sucked!!!! you dont tell someone you want to be friends with them and then make-out with them who does that? ok so that night he said like...blah....blah....he told me like how he likes me and all this stuff and how he cant ask me to wait for him cause its not fair to me so yea very confussed at thins point. So I dont call him the next day and he asks my bro if Im mad at him well odviously there it seems like he likes me a little since i didnt call him one day. But then the drama starts I get a phone call from Jen(the girl Mike suppossidly cheated on me with but I dont think did) and she asks me if I like troy and I tell her No because we didnt want people to know we were dating, then she goes on by saying she likes him.....wait a minute....yes she does..... and she keeps talkin bout like how she dosent want to make me mad again and If i like troy she will back off but i told her I had to call her back. So I was very confussed and pissed at this point if I tell her i like troy he might get mad for me saying that and then everyone would know and if I tell her I dont then she will flirt with him and stuff and I will want to kill her! Well I call troy after work and I ask him what i should do and hes like Ashley we are just friends I told you that the other night and I was like WTF cause he didnt make that perfectly clear while he was kissing me you know? so I hung up on him and then he calls me the next day come to find out he tells me he has interest in Jen. And once again Ashley gets screwed over for the second time by the same girl!!! I dont know what it is I must have some major problem with me or she must be drop dead gorgeous cause shes got something I dont have or she just wants what I have. So right now Im not to happy with her or troy and not speaking to either of them. If troys going to be an ass about it and not appologize and jen....I dont even know what to say about her Im just tired of gettin my guys takin away from me....but oh well i think troy lied to me alot anyway. So i guess they can have each other and my life is ruined once again and she gets what she wants.