Where were you?
It's odd how you can be wanted yet still feel unwanted all at the same time. I have no idea what's going on in my life. I have no idea what I want. I have no idea who I want. I feel an undescribable feeling of indifference. I don't have anything to look forward to. I feel no hope for better things. I feel trapped by my life and the decisions I've made in more way than one.
It hurts to be rejected-- no matter who is doing the rejecting. Perhaps it's because it was a hopeful diversion- something to look forward to; but, in the end, nothing more than a diversion.
I know it's not them. I know it's me. I don't know how to change anything.
"She wants to feel that fire. The one that lets her know for sure she's everything you want and more."
It hurts to be rejected-- no matter who is doing the rejecting. Perhaps it's because it was a hopeful diversion- something to look forward to; but, in the end, nothing more than a diversion.
I know it's not them. I know it's me. I don't know how to change anything.
"She wants to feel that fire. The one that lets her know for sure she's everything you want and more."