......hrmmm UVA......
~So, today all of the people who applied early decision ONLINE to UVA found out whether or not they got in.....which SUCKS because I didn't apply online! :-\ It isn't because I didn't want to...because I did, but I was talking to their crew coach and he said since everything for my pre-app had already gone through, that it would be best to just do a regular application and send it through him again. Boy, well, that really screwed my over because now I have to wait a whole 'nother week! I think that I am going to go crazy! I HATE having to wait for something that is going to have such a drastic impact on my future! I mean, yea I know that if I don't get in to UVA that it won't be the end of the world......but it will be pretty close. (I am pretty sure that I am not going to get in, but even that doesn't bother me as much as not knowing. One of my bestest friends got in and I think it would be so awesome if we both went to UVA cuz then we could chill a lot more and be closer.....and then we could go to the beach together...GRRRR WHY DIDNT I APPLY ONLINE?!?!?!)
~So, I gues I need to change subjects because this one is making me incredibly anxious and frustrated and angry:-( Boys...........I guess that for right now the fact that I have no one is good because I can work harder at school...but I really wish that I had someone that I could just call up and be like, "hey...come and cuddle with me beby!" :-( I don't care about presents, and all that other materialistic crap....I want an emotional attachment...and I think for the first time EVER I am really and truly ready for one. I know who I am as a person, and I am not ashamed.....and that helps me open up and not be dependent on someone else. I understand that I really really want a boyfriend.....but it isn't like I am going to be useless if I don't find one. I hate people who think that girls who want boyfriends are desperate......because I am not. I am sure that there are some that are.....but you don't have to stereotype us all. :-\ ANYwho.....gesssh! I can't stop thinking about that UVA thing!
~If I had applied online then I would have known TODAY whether or not I got in........I have cried so many times over this stuff that it is unbelievable.....and today is just adding to the tears. This is something that I want sooo badly and I really don't know what I am going to do if I don't get in. I mean, sure there are other great schools out there, but I don't know if there are any other great schools out there for ME...:-\ GRR! I think that I am going to flip out if I don't find out soon. This week better go by super de duper fast so I can find out! And next week we better have basketball practice later so I can come home everyday and check the mail. The admissions people are mailing them all out on December 1st.....so it should take 2 or 3 days to get here....so I am guessing that I will have it by Thursday or Friday. AHHHHH The anticipation is going to freak me out. I cannot stand not knowing!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been searching and searching the UVA site for some little snipit of a link that could lead me to knowing whether or not I got in!!!!! :-\ But I couldn't find one...damn it damn it damn it! If only I had applied online........
~My writing SAT 2 sucked.....but whatever. I guess I will take it again......and then this coming Saturday I have to take the SAT 2 in Biology....which I am not too worried about actually.....so I hope that I will do well on that one! I am so sick of standardized testing......I just want to get it all over with. Instead of testing us I think they should just hook probes up to our brains that can determine how smart we are.........in kindergarten...and then we can just go to college from there. That way there would be no confusion or waiting or apprehension......ahhh that would be so totally a lot much better! OMG! I am so frustrated that I am starting to ramble:-\ And to think that just 20 minutes ago I was about to fall asleep :-\
~Here are the tears again.......grrr! If I don't get into UVA I think that I am going to scream......and then go to Tennessee for my first year....and then try to transfer in my 2nd year. I want UVA sooo bad that I can't even explain how much I want it. I have been excited about the college experience for such a long time....and ever since my official at UVA, I KNEW that UVA was the place for me....cuz the atmosphere was soo much fun and the campus was soooo pretty! AHH! OKAY! I need to stop fantasizing because I highly doubt that I am going to get in!
Bye!
~*~Kat~*~
~So, I gues I need to change subjects because this one is making me incredibly anxious and frustrated and angry:-( Boys...........I guess that for right now the fact that I have no one is good because I can work harder at school...but I really wish that I had someone that I could just call up and be like, "hey...come and cuddle with me beby!" :-( I don't care about presents, and all that other materialistic crap....I want an emotional attachment...and I think for the first time EVER I am really and truly ready for one. I know who I am as a person, and I am not ashamed.....and that helps me open up and not be dependent on someone else. I understand that I really really want a boyfriend.....but it isn't like I am going to be useless if I don't find one. I hate people who think that girls who want boyfriends are desperate......because I am not. I am sure that there are some that are.....but you don't have to stereotype us all. :-\ ANYwho.....gesssh! I can't stop thinking about that UVA thing!
~If I had applied online then I would have known TODAY whether or not I got in........I have cried so many times over this stuff that it is unbelievable.....and today is just adding to the tears. This is something that I want sooo badly and I really don't know what I am going to do if I don't get in. I mean, sure there are other great schools out there, but I don't know if there are any other great schools out there for ME...:-\ GRR! I think that I am going to flip out if I don't find out soon. This week better go by super de duper fast so I can find out! And next week we better have basketball practice later so I can come home everyday and check the mail. The admissions people are mailing them all out on December 1st.....so it should take 2 or 3 days to get here....so I am guessing that I will have it by Thursday or Friday. AHHHHH The anticipation is going to freak me out. I cannot stand not knowing!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been searching and searching the UVA site for some little snipit of a link that could lead me to knowing whether or not I got in!!!!! :-\ But I couldn't find one...damn it damn it damn it! If only I had applied online........
~My writing SAT 2 sucked.....but whatever. I guess I will take it again......and then this coming Saturday I have to take the SAT 2 in Biology....which I am not too worried about actually.....so I hope that I will do well on that one! I am so sick of standardized testing......I just want to get it all over with. Instead of testing us I think they should just hook probes up to our brains that can determine how smart we are.........in kindergarten...and then we can just go to college from there. That way there would be no confusion or waiting or apprehension......ahhh that would be so totally a lot much better! OMG! I am so frustrated that I am starting to ramble:-\ And to think that just 20 minutes ago I was about to fall asleep :-\
~Here are the tears again.......grrr! If I don't get into UVA I think that I am going to scream......and then go to Tennessee for my first year....and then try to transfer in my 2nd year. I want UVA sooo bad that I can't even explain how much I want it. I have been excited about the college experience for such a long time....and ever since my official at UVA, I KNEW that UVA was the place for me....cuz the atmosphere was soo much fun and the campus was soooo pretty! AHH! OKAY! I need to stop fantasizing because I highly doubt that I am going to get in!
Bye!
~*~Kat~*~