Nov 14, 2004 19:44
~Why oh why did I change schools? I had so many great great friends at MV....and now there is a definite paucity of great great friends...but it's my own damn fault..so whatev!
~And boys suck the life out of EVERYTHING! There are no boys that like me...or at least there are no boys that act like they like me. The boys that used to like me now have new girlfriends and decide to TELL ME ABOUT THEM!!!! I DUNNO WHY!!!! It's like they want to make a cut on my heart...and then put salt in it! I wish I could be in college already....because there are SO many more boys to choose from! I need to just emotionally UNattach myself from EVERYONE because the emotional attachments are just making everything seem so much worse! I wish that I could just forget all about boys......and I try to I really really do, but it just doesn't seem to work out for me.
~The attractive guys that pretend to like you....also pretend to like your friends...and that is SO not cool! Like, the whole Jess-Adrian thing.....that was sucky! But I was way worse than he was because I didn't give Jess his number....but oh well. It worked out. Jess is really the only true true friend that I have and I am going to ABSOLUTELY DIE when we go to college...cuz she's gonna go to Brown and that's WAY far away from where I wanna go :-( I am going to miss her sooo soo much! It is bitter sweet....cuz I want to get out of high school sooo bad, but I know that I am going to miss people that I am not going to see after high school!
~I miss all of my friends that went off to college...:-( COME BACK AND VISIT!
IM OUTTIE!
~*~Kat~*~