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i've been keeping myself very busy and highly intoxicated lately. it seems to keep my mind off of things and make the day go by way faster. i did not drink or smoke weed today. the first day in a long time. i can't really say i liked it, but it was much needed. i have work tomorrow. on the fourth of july. well, i guess it'd be later today, but whatever. my place of employment has the bitchiest customers anyone will ever see/help. i mean just because you have money to buy a $4000 television does not mean you are rich and does not give you the right to act so. and just because you spent all of your money on getting collagen injected into your tiny thin lips to make them protrude out of your wrinkly face does not make you so attractive that you have to treat everyone like shit and throw temper tantrums when something was put on the clearance shelf on accident. i mean christ, is it really too much to be nice to a stranger or does mostly everyone have to be a total shitbag to everyone they encounter. i mean, don't get me wrong, there are plenty of kind people i've come across, but i personally would never be rude and condscending to anyone that i expected to help me, unless, you know, they were an asshole first. i seriously can't even get over bitchy asshole strangers. i don't understand humanity i guess. i think that there is way too much hatred in this world and i would love nothing more than for it to go away. i've cut alot of people out of my life. i've cut alot of drama out of my life. and i've grown closer to the most amazing people i've ever met in my life. i'm going to washington in 14 days. a much needed vacation and a quite exciting road trip with my best friend. i couldn't think of anyone better to have come with me. i can't really think of anything else to write about except the fact that i have insomnia so severely lately that my grandma just came into the room and gave me sleeping pills. me not sleeping = me updating livejournal. i've also been laying out almost everyday and i'm not getting darker. oh, and i have thursday AND friday off of work. yay!