unfortunate events...
sometimes i think about what i could do to change...
maybe my looks...
my laugh...
my personality...
my hair...
but none of that seems good enough...
there has to be more...
i wish i had 4 best friends like in the sisterhood of the traveling pants...
i want to go to greece and meet a boy...
or go to soccer (well in my case volleyball) camp and meet a boy that is older than me... ( bull legged man <- gotch face!!!) but its ok... i like where i am now :) <3
how come i am lucky enough to have a friend like gotchey? why me? she always makes me smile even if i am on the verge of crying... like she did today... and she didn't even know it... and tine... well shes the best, she is so quiet and i can look at her and she will look at me and i nkow she cares...
and katie and sarah and julie... are a mixture of gotchey and tine... but they are all perfect...
as much as i hate zona... i seriosuly love it...
i love my team
i am counting the day until we leave for nationals!!!
in RENO NEVADA! its gonna be amazing...
i love every minute of being on the court...
i hope i am good and don't suck now...
but i love playing libero...
and i don't wanna hit...
but maybe... no
reno will be amazing... i love pranking 16-1s and 18-1s muahahahaha!
tehehehe i hope we have pm wave... then we can up till 2 doing shit to the hotellll!!!!!!!!! wow i am excited if u cannot tell!!!
i lost my moms trust this week... i feel bad... i don't ever do anything bad and the one time i slip i get caught... sweet... lol what i did wasn't even that bad... shes not even mad about it... its just that she found out and i didn't tell her! make sense? kinda... i made her realy mad sunday too for other reasons...
so yea... im alone at home sitting by myself...
sarah is with spencer...
and i haven't seen mike in forever...
sweet...
maybe my looks...
my laugh...
my personality...
my hair...
but none of that seems good enough...
there has to be more...
i wish i had 4 best friends like in the sisterhood of the traveling pants...
i want to go to greece and meet a boy...
or go to soccer (well in my case volleyball) camp and meet a boy that is older than me... ( bull legged man <- gotch face!!!) but its ok... i like where i am now :) <3
how come i am lucky enough to have a friend like gotchey? why me? she always makes me smile even if i am on the verge of crying... like she did today... and she didn't even know it... and tine... well shes the best, she is so quiet and i can look at her and she will look at me and i nkow she cares...
and katie and sarah and julie... are a mixture of gotchey and tine... but they are all perfect...
as much as i hate zona... i seriosuly love it...
i love my team
i am counting the day until we leave for nationals!!!
in RENO NEVADA! its gonna be amazing...
i love every minute of being on the court...
i hope i am good and don't suck now...
but i love playing libero...
and i don't wanna hit...
but maybe... no
reno will be amazing... i love pranking 16-1s and 18-1s muahahahaha!
tehehehe i hope we have pm wave... then we can up till 2 doing shit to the hotellll!!!!!!!!! wow i am excited if u cannot tell!!!
i lost my moms trust this week... i feel bad... i don't ever do anything bad and the one time i slip i get caught... sweet... lol what i did wasn't even that bad... shes not even mad about it... its just that she found out and i didn't tell her! make sense? kinda... i made her realy mad sunday too for other reasons...
so yea... im alone at home sitting by myself...
sarah is with spencer...
and i haven't seen mike in forever...
sweet...