nothing goes right anymore
so what do u do when nothing in your life is suddenly not going right anymore.
what do u do when the person you love with your whole entire heart tells u that they might be leaving u to move for a job 4 hours away up north and has no way of seeing u but maybe twice a week....
do u still stay with them and struggle threw it at the tender age of 16 or let them go... and live there life so they can have a happy future with some other amazing women. cuz every amazing man will find an amazing women.....
what do u do when your best friend hates who u are and likes nothing about you anymore. and when you lost all your trust with them and u have found out what a horriable person youve become to the point where that one person who loved u no matter what and who has been there for you has suddenly told u that nothing is right and everything is wrong.
what do u do when some of your best friends betray you.... backstabbed you..... maybe thats all i am. maybe thats all i am good for..
im i a waist of air, space, matter...
what do i do when i try to help everyone out and make everyone smile when i just corrupt the ones i love the most and hurt myself and throw myself in to stupid confusing situations to make everyone hate u..
and again... the one person that loves u no matter what and who i, myself ... i make him feel so amazing and he never wants me to change no matter what .. but what if that person just leaves disappears, moves away... then im left with nothing... but a sad song, an empty room and blankets wet with tears...
what do i do.....
"its gunna hurt bad before it gets better"
"i never been the kind to ever let my feelings show and i thought that being strong ment never loseing your self controll but im just drunk enough to let go of my pain , to hell with my pride let it fall like rain form my eyes ... tonight i wanna cry.."
idk what to do anymore...
the best thing i have is this one person. i made her cry cuz i love her so much and i value her so much. ...
then.. theres not much left.....
sometimes i really dislike the person i am and who ive become
i dont want to hurt anyone.
i dont wanna cry anymore....
what do u do when the person you love with your whole entire heart tells u that they might be leaving u to move for a job 4 hours away up north and has no way of seeing u but maybe twice a week....
do u still stay with them and struggle threw it at the tender age of 16 or let them go... and live there life so they can have a happy future with some other amazing women. cuz every amazing man will find an amazing women.....
what do u do when your best friend hates who u are and likes nothing about you anymore. and when you lost all your trust with them and u have found out what a horriable person youve become to the point where that one person who loved u no matter what and who has been there for you has suddenly told u that nothing is right and everything is wrong.
what do u do when some of your best friends betray you.... backstabbed you..... maybe thats all i am. maybe thats all i am good for..
im i a waist of air, space, matter...
what do i do when i try to help everyone out and make everyone smile when i just corrupt the ones i love the most and hurt myself and throw myself in to stupid confusing situations to make everyone hate u..
and again... the one person that loves u no matter what and who i, myself ... i make him feel so amazing and he never wants me to change no matter what .. but what if that person just leaves disappears, moves away... then im left with nothing... but a sad song, an empty room and blankets wet with tears...
what do i do.....
"its gunna hurt bad before it gets better"
"i never been the kind to ever let my feelings show and i thought that being strong ment never loseing your self controll but im just drunk enough to let go of my pain , to hell with my pride let it fall like rain form my eyes ... tonight i wanna cry.."
idk what to do anymore...
the best thing i have is this one person. i made her cry cuz i love her so much and i value her so much. ...
then.. theres not much left.....
sometimes i really dislike the person i am and who ive become
i dont want to hurt anyone.
i dont wanna cry anymore....