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well lets just say im pretty fucked up right now. my dad found out about Kyle and his age and everything and we had a heated discussion for voer like 2 hours last night and i pretty much cried myself to sleep. im sry for yall who was worried. but kyle calmed me down and i pasted out to sleep. this morning SUCKED. i didnt feel like i was even alive, i was soo out of it and ididnt kno were i was. then the radio turned on and it was a really depressing story about a homeless family on 95.5. anyways. well then i didnt eat breakfast and i feel asleep two times and kept yawnin in all my classes. and my eyes hurt so much from the crying, they were all puffed up! it sucked!. but anyways i got threw it, ate lunch, and talked to ky. got a pedicure and saw some of the football game but i didnt really care this year. im just gunna try and get threw tomm without dieing. andi have PSAT in the morning. i just hope everything goes according to plan. Kyle and I;s future. idk what holds for us but all i know that if he were to disappear from my life. i think i would die. i tryed to amagine him not around last night and everytime no matter who was on the phone wtih me, my dad, kirby, corey or kyle himself i broke down crying. no one has ever made me feel this way about myself. kirby says i light up when i get around him. but well imma stop talkin about it. ill leave yall with some pics of kyle and i, and kirby and her HC date Randy:: and maybe a couple extra from hayride and stuff<3- Jen
Mr. and Mrs. LaneGord
Soon to be: Kirbs and Randy
-Sick me- enough said
The Lover of my Lifer:Mr. Kyle Lane
my cuties: Kristie and Marissa!
corey and i :)