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i'm shaking. i'm hungry. i can't think. i want to ingest drugs and alcohol and i want to not feel anything or think or cry or work or see. but i don't know what to do. i can't seem to do anything all of a sudden. i really want to talk. i wish we could talk. i wish i could feel good enough again. where did it go? that feeling.. so fleeting. don't feel anything for me. i got that covered.