bff
friendship is too hard. too transitory and conditional.
one of my best friends flew out of my life today. 7 o'clock pacific standard time.
one of my other best friends won't talk to me.
and me? i'm not even that good at being friends in the first place.
what about my frist best friend?
and how many fucking best friends can i have?
and how about the best friends that stopped calling me their best friend.........?
it was like being blind sided. i wasn't ready. I WASN'T READY, DAMN IT!
what's the best thing about best friends?
best friends still have each their own secrets. lies. fears.
best friends have other best friends.
maybe better best friends. mentioned in passing.
heard with jearlousy.
oh, i meant the best best things.
like listening.
like hanging out.
like understanding.
forgiveness. don't forget forgiveness.
cuz we all fuck up now and then.
i'm so very sorry.
one of my best friends flew out of my life today. 7 o'clock pacific standard time.
one of my other best friends won't talk to me.
and me? i'm not even that good at being friends in the first place.
what about my frist best friend?
and how many fucking best friends can i have?
and how about the best friends that stopped calling me their best friend.........?
it was like being blind sided. i wasn't ready. I WASN'T READY, DAMN IT!
what's the best thing about best friends?
best friends still have each their own secrets. lies. fears.
best friends have other best friends.
maybe better best friends. mentioned in passing.
heard with jearlousy.
oh, i meant the best best things.
like listening.
like hanging out.
like understanding.
forgiveness. don't forget forgiveness.
cuz we all fuck up now and then.
i'm so very sorry.