sometimes i really feel like my life is going on a downward spiral. which i hate.
things arent really good. i can't say anything is fantastic..because its not.
i have my best friend, shes great amazing and everything i love... but sometimes i just wish there was someone else telling me, "hey its gonna be okay"
anything! please. life is just too complicated right now. and i don't know what to do about a lot of things.
i love my boyfriend, even when things arent too good...
i want to be skinny more than anything in the world. and i know that may be a bad thing that the only thing i want in life is too feel good about myself. but eh what are you gonna do? oh thats right. nothing.
just beacause i look happy, doesnt mean i am.