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i'm more than emotioanlly drained right now. derek never talks to me or tells me how he feels. and i hate every part of it.
after dropping him off at work i pulled out of the parking lot and just screamed as loud as i could and started crying.
i dont know what to do anymore or if this 'all' is really worth it. i mean i love him but he talks to me like shit and really hurts my feelings sometimes. but its getting to the point where all he does is talk shitty to me. whatever. i must be shit then right?
and you know what i hate even more, there is this bitch at his work who i hate and I hate when he comes home and is like oh i like brandy or oh brandy gave me head. i know hes joking but thats NOT the point. it hurts my feelings.. and he doesnt care.
someone shoot me.
after dropping him off at work i pulled out of the parking lot and just screamed as loud as i could and started crying.
i dont know what to do anymore or if this 'all' is really worth it. i mean i love him but he talks to me like shit and really hurts my feelings sometimes. but its getting to the point where all he does is talk shitty to me. whatever. i must be shit then right?
and you know what i hate even more, there is this bitch at his work who i hate and I hate when he comes home and is like oh i like brandy or oh brandy gave me head. i know hes joking but thats NOT the point. it hurts my feelings.. and he doesnt care.
someone shoot me.