Gamer once again?
i cant rememebr the last time i spent 8 hours on a video game. now adays its 1/2-2 hours max and its only computer games. but now im playing fable for xbox and its got me a little hooked. once again im enjoying a decent story and controlling the life of 1's and 0's while getting extremely irritable that the world around me EXISTS and disturbes me as i waste my time on this pointless and never ending game! what ever i caught myself. i'll either quit cold turkey or try to limit myself once again. There nothing else productive to do anyway. i'm yawning my way through college with a 3.5 GPA. The idea of taking a lot more classes and piling the homework a little bit is not very enticing but its going to be necessary.
"> the whole reason i took college classes in high school is so i can graduate early, start making money, and LIVE while im still young. now i hear stories of kristie makeing more money in a month than i have made in my entire life and seth graduating EARLIER than i am. all that effort feels wasted. and why? because i justified SLACKING OFF with this tad bit of wisdom:
" i have no idea where im going but im in a hurry to get there.. perhaps i should slow down a bit until i know where imgoing"
F*** ME! im going to pile on those damn units and graduate. then after i go threw about a thousand more jerks that wont let me work for them i'll finally find someone who'll give me a chance for once. They'll be glad they did because i'm one of the best employees on this rock!!! YEA!!! hopefully i wont sleep this off tonight and go back to being the slack off self i have been tommorrow........ dont bother reading it it doesnt concer you guys just some words to get me motivated and stuff. but i'm going to the movies now to watch...... something..... peace
"> the whole reason i took college classes in high school is so i can graduate early, start making money, and LIVE while im still young. now i hear stories of kristie makeing more money in a month than i have made in my entire life and seth graduating EARLIER than i am. all that effort feels wasted. and why? because i justified SLACKING OFF with this tad bit of wisdom:
" i have no idea where im going but im in a hurry to get there.. perhaps i should slow down a bit until i know where imgoing"
F*** ME! im going to pile on those damn units and graduate. then after i go threw about a thousand more jerks that wont let me work for them i'll finally find someone who'll give me a chance for once. They'll be glad they did because i'm one of the best employees on this rock!!! YEA!!! hopefully i wont sleep this off tonight and go back to being the slack off self i have been tommorrow........ dont bother reading it it doesnt concer you guys just some words to get me motivated and stuff. but i'm going to the movies now to watch...... something..... peace