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he's an interesting guy. i have to try not to be so ice-cold. i'll see him tomorrow and i'll try to smile and be normal even though i'll be dressed in a waterproof jumpsuit.
i haven't talked to the other guy in a while, i don't want to think about it long enough to figure out how long. is it him who thinks that i don't want to be serious? i act like a care-free idiot when he's around. he thinks i'll never grow up. i've gotten pretty good at not thinking about him, and maybe that's how it's going to be. normally, he'll call just when i start thinking he's gone. but i don't know what to do anymore.
i'll die an old maid.
i haven't talked to the other guy in a while, i don't want to think about it long enough to figure out how long. is it him who thinks that i don't want to be serious? i act like a care-free idiot when he's around. he thinks i'll never grow up. i've gotten pretty good at not thinking about him, and maybe that's how it's going to be. normally, he'll call just when i start thinking he's gone. but i don't know what to do anymore.
i'll die an old maid.