no one mourns the wicked...
Lets see...this past weekend was absolutely amazing!! Just the fact that i had Farrah here so much...just hanging around...i loved it...and seeing everyone together for dinner was alot of fun too..not to mention new avatar!!! so sat was good, i liked hanging w/nana, although i didn't think i was gonna spend that much time..but farrah wasn't feeling well at all....and then i had alot of fun going to Boston on the train...it was relaxing..and i liked having her rest on my shoulder...the play was amazing!! the set change was fantastic...the orcastra was beyond excellent and the girl who played galinda made me laugh so much...then Sunday i talked w/nana alot while i was waiting for farrah....and then we drove up here and she had to study and i wasn't feeling well so i rested...it was soooooo nice just having her around...cleaning and giving her kisses...our study break....and watching family guy w/her....It was a good weekend..even tho my mom isn't doing well at all...her and dad are arguing...and i think she might be going to jail soon....I hope thats the case instead of her getting in the car and maybe killing someone....it breaks my heart to hear all this....it sorta makes me depressed...especially when she calls me...and yells at me...or i saw the aftermath of her backing her car into our shed...destroying it.....i almost feel like its my fault...i know its not...but it all started the Monday after i left...it always starts again when i leave....i told her how proud i was of her too...that weekend....i really opened up...and she just threw it back in my face...stuff like that breaks my heart....and i dont want to get that phone call...the one that says my mom killed herself...or died...but i know its a reality...and i don't like it..but i want to try to be emotionally prepared.....I was glad Farrah was there for me sat...when she called...and nana...and dad...so it wasn't too bad...farrah has been a sweet heart talking to me about everything...well...I'm over my flu...i think...so tomorrow should be tough...but i sorta can't wait...i hope it rains....