Long Time Coming
I almost forgot about this.
Frazier called me yesterday. He's alive and coming home from Afghanistan soon. I might have to put life on hold to see him on the West Side. If life allows.
I've been writing poems in my mind but haven't had time to post to MattPoetry. That will probably have to wait until classes end.
I'm failing my first class this semester. Not sure how to feel. I have to retake it next month so I can be ready for major stuff in the Fall. Sure, math sucks, but I'm not making any excuses. It's my own fault. It's never the professor's fault, or the school's fault. Anyone who tells themselves that is lying through their ego.
I'm just as hooked on WoW as ever, but I only get in about 5 hours a week since work has stayed steady at 30 hours and school work has increased due to final projects and exams and such. I have Fall scheduling tonight. Looking like Calculus, Engineering, and Modern Literature. =/
I'm living at my grandparents' home this summer, sharing backyards with cousins. It should be really fun once I get done with Math at the end of June. I don't know where I'll be going except definitely West Side for the wedding, of course. There's some other vacation opportunities I might not be willing to take.
What I've Done
In this farewell,
There's no blood,
There's no alibi,
Cause I’ve drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousand lies,
So let mercy come and wash away…
What I’ve Done,
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done…
Put to rest,
What you thought of me
While, I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty,
So let mercy come,
And wash away…
What I’ve Done,
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done…
For what I’ve done,
I start again,
And whatever pain may come,
Today this ends,
I’m forgiving what I’ve done…
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done…
(Na,Na,Na)
What I’ve Done,
What I’ve Done,
Forgiving what I’ve done…
Frazier called me yesterday. He's alive and coming home from Afghanistan soon. I might have to put life on hold to see him on the West Side. If life allows.
I've been writing poems in my mind but haven't had time to post to MattPoetry. That will probably have to wait until classes end.
I'm failing my first class this semester. Not sure how to feel. I have to retake it next month so I can be ready for major stuff in the Fall. Sure, math sucks, but I'm not making any excuses. It's my own fault. It's never the professor's fault, or the school's fault. Anyone who tells themselves that is lying through their ego.
I'm just as hooked on WoW as ever, but I only get in about 5 hours a week since work has stayed steady at 30 hours and school work has increased due to final projects and exams and such. I have Fall scheduling tonight. Looking like Calculus, Engineering, and Modern Literature. =/
I'm living at my grandparents' home this summer, sharing backyards with cousins. It should be really fun once I get done with Math at the end of June. I don't know where I'll be going except definitely West Side for the wedding, of course. There's some other vacation opportunities I might not be willing to take.
What I've Done
In this farewell,
There's no blood,
There's no alibi,
Cause I’ve drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousand lies,
So let mercy come and wash away…
What I’ve Done,
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done…
Put to rest,
What you thought of me
While, I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty,
So let mercy come,
And wash away…
What I’ve Done,
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done…
For what I’ve done,
I start again,
And whatever pain may come,
Today this ends,
I’m forgiving what I’ve done…
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done…
(Na,Na,Na)
What I’ve Done,
What I’ve Done,
Forgiving what I’ve done…