hmmmm

[cowboy777]

Well i guess i understand a lil better..... according to yall im a "liar, too cocky, over confident, and a dick," some think i "fight too much" well i dont think all of thats true but in the end i guess what i think about my self dont mean shit.......why do i even bother to put this in here it wont do me any good and yall will say im "to depressed" well i cant seem to make anyone happy or like me....I want real friends.... i want ones that i will be close with....Storm i dont consider you my friend anymore.... well.....I guess i should open it uyp to yall what shoud i do??????????? what can i do to change into something yall will like????? i aint happy with me and yall sure as hell arent so why not change?? so wtf is wrong what do i got to fix??............can i fix this?? is it even possible.....or am i bound to be disliked for my whole life....
I DO FIGHT
I AM MEAN
I AM CONFIDENT- BUT I FEEL I CAN BACK IT UP WOULDNT SAY IT IF I COULDNT
I AM A DICK
I DONT ENJOY LIEING AND I DONT DO IT ALOT AND I CAN BACK MOST ANYTHING I SAY
I DONT KNOW WHY I AM DOING THIS
I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE
I AM NOT HAPPY WITH WHAT I AM
I AM CONFUSED ABOUT EVERYTHING
I DO HOWEVER WANT TO FIX IT
I DONT SEEMN TO HAVE REAL FRIENDS
I AM NOT OK WITH THAT BUT ILL ACT LIKE I AM
I DO FEEL WEAK FOR SAYING THIS SHIT TO YOU
I WILL TRY AND CHANGE
I DO NOT KNOW HOW THOUGH
I DO NOT TRUST PPL
I DO NOT TELL PPL MOST OF THE THINGS ABOUT ME
I GUESS I DESERVE THE WAY I GET TREATED
I GUESS I REALLY DONT HAVE FRIENDS
I DO UNDERSTAND WHY NOW
I DO NOT ENJOY WHAT I AM NOW
I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO BE THE REAL ME ANYMORE
I DO WANT HELP
I DO WANT FRIENDS (REAL FRIENDS)
I AM NOT A VERY FRIENDLY PERSON
I DO WANT ADVICE
I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO SAY
I DO NOT KNOW WHETHER OR NOT TO POST THIS
I AM DONE................