up too early on a monday...
sheesh. so i came to school early today. freaking sucks!! and i have two quizzes today but ah well. ill do alright. not too much new with me. just been skiing with the most awesome liz!!! i love to ski even when i wipe out on center stage like i did friday. it was pretty goofy. and we got to teach b-rad how to ski. great fun there!!! lol. he did very well for his first time. i actually didn't go out sat night b/c after work i was just bummed about life and things and stressed with school. nursing is really hard. a lot harder than i bargained for. tons and tons of studying. especially with my pathophysiology class. that class is somewhat kicking my ass right now. its no fun. but ah well.
a little worried about things with my bro. just going to be different in july when he is back. i dont know. i wish i didnt get so worked up about things but i guess thats life for you. other than school and my bro i dont have too much else going on. just stressing about dumb stuff. ready for this quarter to be over already and wishing i could take a break. i can not wait for spring break. just to not to have to focus on school as much. still getting used to this single life. sometimes i absolutely love it- like when i go to the bars with sarah and just enjoy life. but other times i miss having that someone. that person you can talk to about anything you are thinking or feeling and know that you can trust them to not 'dick' you over and to know that they love you and all that lovey dovey stuff. maybe its getting a little worse b/c february the dreaded valentine's day month is coming up. i dont know. could be because its cuddle weather and the more i think of chris and how he will be home, the more i wish i had that person to help me adjust. but i dont need anyone. i shouldn't need any guy to help me neways. i got my friends. i love my friends and i have enjoyed getting closer to them as of late. thank you liz for being so awesome and my skiing buddy!! thank you meg, for listening to me the other night. i am so blessed to have you!! i love you guys. and lisa, i can not wait to see you sat!!! we have got to catch up :)
alrighty. im off to class. next monday im freaking sleeping in!! hehe. hugs to all. happy monday.
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a little worried about things with my bro. just going to be different in july when he is back. i dont know. i wish i didnt get so worked up about things but i guess thats life for you. other than school and my bro i dont have too much else going on. just stressing about dumb stuff. ready for this quarter to be over already and wishing i could take a break. i can not wait for spring break. just to not to have to focus on school as much. still getting used to this single life. sometimes i absolutely love it- like when i go to the bars with sarah and just enjoy life. but other times i miss having that someone. that person you can talk to about anything you are thinking or feeling and know that you can trust them to not 'dick' you over and to know that they love you and all that lovey dovey stuff. maybe its getting a little worse b/c february the dreaded valentine's day month is coming up. i dont know. could be because its cuddle weather and the more i think of chris and how he will be home, the more i wish i had that person to help me adjust. but i dont need anyone. i shouldn't need any guy to help me neways. i got my friends. i love my friends and i have enjoyed getting closer to them as of late. thank you liz for being so awesome and my skiing buddy!! thank you meg, for listening to me the other night. i am so blessed to have you!! i love you guys. and lisa, i can not wait to see you sat!!! we have got to catch up :)
alrighty. im off to class. next monday im freaking sleeping in!! hehe. hugs to all. happy monday.
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