growing up

Nov 21, 2005 22:22

im wrong. i fucked up. i know it. i said stupid things. most untrue. i was angry. sad. pissed off. i know i was an asshole. i know im retarded. i know im wrong.
where to start my long list of apology....
alex spinosa:
im sorry for well.... pretty much everything. i still dunno where i went wrong in the first place, but i acted stupidly and i know it. i said more then an ample amount of shit that i know was untrue and was said purely out of my anger. i regret and retract all the statement that i said because well.... they were all stupid and childish. i know that no matter how much i apologize, nothing will make up for what i did and said, and i know that it probably wont fix nething between us, but itll make me feel alot better just letting u know that i truely am sorry and that ull always have a special place inside me.
nick mikhaili:
ill be the first to admit that me being mad at u was really stupid and pretty much unacceptable. to be honest i dunno why i was so mad in the first place. im sorry man, i acted like a huge jerk. i was able to tell u everything im chem before.... and i kinda felt that u let out everything i told u and i got mad. u probably didnt even tell neone what i told u.... but i dunno y one day i just got angry about it. nick were from loc, i dunno how we could let this happen man. im really sorry, and i hope we can talk further in chem 2morrow
andrew dewey:
ur right, im an asshole. i said stupid shit about u and alex and alot of ppl of i know i was wrong. i know u were my best friend and i should of had more faith in u. but just give me once ounce of sympathy for one second as i say this. it just seemed like at the time i needed my best friend the most, u werent there for me. it made me angry and sad which leads to me saying all that fucked up shit i say. u know i love u dewey, u also know im a hard headed knob. i know u dont have ne sympathy for me... but plz dewey, i really am sorry man, 100% honest. i cant help what i did in the past, and i cant really help that i have a flirty personality, but i didnt do ne of it to hurt u, its just.... well me, and im sorry. im not the terrible person u think i am... and this apology isnt just "to get everyone to love rob buchner". i hope more then nething u can forgive me.
caitlin okelly:
completely different situation, but u still deserve my apology. i sorry for being a stupid idiot and ingoring the amazingness which was infront of my face the whole time. i wasnt having the greatest of month,and my head wasnt really in the right place, and im sorry if i came across as really not wanting u to be my friend. i do care about u, i promise, and ill prove it.

there are others out there who probably deserve an apology as well.... and to them im sorry. if u want to to apologize to u personallly for nething ive done, ill do it, just come talk to me, i promise i dont bite.

in the midst of all this apologizing, there must be some thanks. thank u jim harrison and greg, just for being there to put a smile on my face everytime, u guys really kept me going. thank u will rocco louie and all the great sacred heart kids who make my weekends quite enjoyable. thank u erica for letting me talk to u and tell u how i feel.... much appreciated. and thank u rachelle... u made me realize i had to do with... probably without knowing it. and thanks for just being there to talk to on msn.... cuz well there was really no one else.

im not expecting pity from neone or for neones opinion about me to change, i did this just so i could fell better, and so next time i dont make the same mistakes

thanks for ur time

ur dear friend
robert buchner
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