show me your true face
another great night.
i think it can be summed up in one statement quoting the incredible stephen recine "u guys are my friends". yes im still sad, yes im pissed off, and yes ill miss her for a long time to come, but seriously u guys just make my life complete. i think it was while we were playing fun when i realized that i wouldnt trade what i have right now for nething. i mean fuck shes only one person right, but i have so many other ppl who i can play pointless never ending card games with and pretty much have an amazing time.
just like me and ana discussed before, i definitely just gotta fuck this gr 11 drama shit. sure i gotta grow up, shit happens right. im trying my best guys i really am. i have a guidance appointment with mr. pavan just so i can talk to him, because theres really no one i can talk to without them being all, fuck its all ur fault, u suck, ur a terrible person. but ill try, try to fuck it all, try to not care my best friends randomly decides in not good enough to talk to her nemore. i think im making progress, cuz like i said above, when im with the ppl that actually care about me its all good time and i love it, but when ever i see her i just feel bad, so im just gunna do my best to avoid even seeing her face, and take things from there.
i know no one actually cares but i just kinda like to talk about things and let it all out. so ya sorry guys
i think it can be summed up in one statement quoting the incredible stephen recine "u guys are my friends". yes im still sad, yes im pissed off, and yes ill miss her for a long time to come, but seriously u guys just make my life complete. i think it was while we were playing fun when i realized that i wouldnt trade what i have right now for nething. i mean fuck shes only one person right, but i have so many other ppl who i can play pointless never ending card games with and pretty much have an amazing time.
just like me and ana discussed before, i definitely just gotta fuck this gr 11 drama shit. sure i gotta grow up, shit happens right. im trying my best guys i really am. i have a guidance appointment with mr. pavan just so i can talk to him, because theres really no one i can talk to without them being all, fuck its all ur fault, u suck, ur a terrible person. but ill try, try to fuck it all, try to not care my best friends randomly decides in not good enough to talk to her nemore. i think im making progress, cuz like i said above, when im with the ppl that actually care about me its all good time and i love it, but when ever i see her i just feel bad, so im just gunna do my best to avoid even seeing her face, and take things from there.
i know no one actually cares but i just kinda like to talk about things and let it all out. so ya sorry guys