Always a reason for pain
anonymous
March 13 2005, 22:17:48 UTC
sometimes i wish you could see all the pain you cause...to many people. sometimes i just wish you could understand that not everyone will stand by yourside for long. sometimes i wish someone could have it in them to tell you how much you are wrong. then i think to myself why shouldnt i be that person. after so many lies are spoken it is hard to trust that person again, and it doesnt take just an i love you and im sorry baby to do it. i hate the way you hurt yourself with drugs and depression, but you deserve it. after you have done wrong you think that we will be ok right after that and all it takes is a simple sorry well no your wrong, sorry from you is just another word without meaning! were not okay, we were never ok, i wont take this anymore, its not fair to me. perhapes i should lie to you the way you do to me, perhapes i should just cheat on you the way you do me(oh wait...i already do! how does it feel? yeah...doesnt it just slap you in the face and make you wonder how you could miss the signs???) perhapes i should just tell another man i love him like the way you do with the girls. your not the man i thought you were, your not even the little boy i thought i could change. not everyone will stay around and take your shit for as many years as i have, well im not around anymore...my love has faded
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