"Maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take me away..."
I had a good weekend. I worked sat. and that was dumb but oh well. Saturday night i hung out with my two favortie boys [who didnt seem to get along all that well] lol. These boys are causing me some trouble. Arrgh I just dont know about anything anymore. I'm confused!
Yesterday I got my hair done. I like it. Its hard to explain the color...i'll post pics soon. I am also getting it cut on tuesday. I'm hair modeling for a friend, so its nice to get some freebies. :o)
Right now in my life, I'm getting to that point again where I'm feeling trapped and suffocated. I'm frustrated with my job. I'm kinda getting frustrated with myself and my own actions. I'm questioning my dedication to God. I feel like being here, and at my job I cant be who I am. Its ridiculous! Its like I go to work with a mask on, pretending to be someone I'm not, because I have to. I just need to get out of there. That would change a lot in my life I think.
Anyways. I'll brush it off until the feeling rises again. Please pray for me. Much love. xoxox
Yesterday I got my hair done. I like it. Its hard to explain the color...i'll post pics soon. I am also getting it cut on tuesday. I'm hair modeling for a friend, so its nice to get some freebies. :o)
Right now in my life, I'm getting to that point again where I'm feeling trapped and suffocated. I'm frustrated with my job. I'm kinda getting frustrated with myself and my own actions. I'm questioning my dedication to God. I feel like being here, and at my job I cant be who I am. Its ridiculous! Its like I go to work with a mask on, pretending to be someone I'm not, because I have to. I just need to get out of there. That would change a lot in my life I think.
Anyways. I'll brush it off until the feeling rises again. Please pray for me. Much love. xoxox