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ok, one thing I forgot
Ive had this new thought recently. That we are all depressed a lot of the time, but we are so distracted that we dont notice that we are miserable. I definately know that when I have something on my mind, I feel completely at peace with the world, but as soon as that distraction is taken away, it's like someones drawn back the curtain on a complete wasteland and all you can do is try not to look but what else is there to see?
And that goes for everyone---- relationships are frequent distractions. so that scares me--- now that I am not in a relationship, is this how it really feels????
Ive had this new thought recently. That we are all depressed a lot of the time, but we are so distracted that we dont notice that we are miserable. I definately know that when I have something on my mind, I feel completely at peace with the world, but as soon as that distraction is taken away, it's like someones drawn back the curtain on a complete wasteland and all you can do is try not to look but what else is there to see?
And that goes for everyone---- relationships are frequent distractions. so that scares me--- now that I am not in a relationship, is this how it really feels????