She will be loved
I don't know lately. I can't really update, or say anything strait out for some reason.
Today was not a good day for me. I keep trying to write about it but i just dont know what to say, isnt it boring to just go through the process of your day? that is definately boring. I just wish I knew. i dont want to know what.. just know. Not feel like someones sent me off on my own to make things work out. I always look out for myself and for other people, but lately i feel as though i havent done enough. and ive left so much behind in the process. all of this leaving behind is killing me. Now i am missing another night of dance because i wasnt careful with myself. I knew i shouldnt have pulled the headpiece but i did anyway --- all of us girls owe it to each other to be there for practice regardless. The piece just.. just didnt help me out at all. Im having some soup now, and im about to go lie down.. i wish i could read, but i cant anymore.. i get distracted, thinking about what else there is to do. I just need to let go. and breathe. I have a lot of time. And not a lot to get done.
except my DBQ, chem notebook, latin, english paragraph, and some-odd studying. Maybe i wont go to school tomorrow.. I'm going to go lie down for a half hour, and then start the DBQ. One step at a time, thats the way to go. Everythings gonna work out, it always does
Today was not a good day for me. I keep trying to write about it but i just dont know what to say, isnt it boring to just go through the process of your day? that is definately boring. I just wish I knew. i dont want to know what.. just know. Not feel like someones sent me off on my own to make things work out. I always look out for myself and for other people, but lately i feel as though i havent done enough. and ive left so much behind in the process. all of this leaving behind is killing me. Now i am missing another night of dance because i wasnt careful with myself. I knew i shouldnt have pulled the headpiece but i did anyway --- all of us girls owe it to each other to be there for practice regardless. The piece just.. just didnt help me out at all. Im having some soup now, and im about to go lie down.. i wish i could read, but i cant anymore.. i get distracted, thinking about what else there is to do. I just need to let go. and breathe. I have a lot of time. And not a lot to get done.
except my DBQ, chem notebook, latin, english paragraph, and some-odd studying. Maybe i wont go to school tomorrow.. I'm going to go lie down for a half hour, and then start the DBQ. One step at a time, thats the way to go. Everythings gonna work out, it always does