Ramblings of a Wearied Mind

Jul 07, 2004 00:55

Sometimes I wish I could flash forward 10 years and just look around at what I want to see so that I could have some guarantees. But I've learned that life has not guarantees, and that I gotta roll w/ it. But sometimes it would be nice to know, nice to see that you are doing the right thing, and nice to see those who were and maybe still are a part of your life. Some things are funny... life is so ironic... it's quite a deceptive little creature. When I was younger, I always thought I knew everyone and everything I would surround myself with throughout jr. high, high school, and college. Boy did fate ever sneak up on me. Uncontrollable events as well as preventable ones diverted my path. I look back now and realize that it was meant to be this way. So many blessings. Loss is a part of life, and it doesn't have to be tragically sad, it provides the opportunity for growth and new lessons to be learned. I wonder sometimes how my life could be different and how it would affect my future and my present. Some things seem alluring, even tantalizing...yet so possibly tragic that I hate to think of anything but what I have because it takes away from the whole experience of enjoying life. Sorry for my contemplation....it needed an outlet...

Anyways.......normal recap...
Molly leaves tomorrow morning after a wonderful week here
Summer school ends on Thursday....thank goodness!
Leaving on LIFE retreat from the 11th until the 16th....should be cool, anticipating the best and going in with a good attitude
Movie marathon w/ Kyle on Saturday to prepare me 4 my week in the wilderness...w/o my cell phone? I think not! I'm bringing it anyways... so u better text me or call me and tell me how much u miss me.
So many people I haven't seen and it's kinda sad....need to chill w/ them.....
Today was so much fun........bonding is so underappreciated by so many people.

Ok so that's it.... go and live your life and make the most of it...love, be loved, experience all you can, and march bravely on.
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