happy ficken new year!
GGGGGGGRRRRRRRRR.........thats the mood im in right now!so many things are pilling up in my chest again and i can't get them out. why is it that you go hang out with a guy and things happen(dont get your mind too far in the gutter cuz its not like that) and then you never hear from him for at least 2 days?!?! i dont know if i am more sad and hurt or fricken pissed! i don't know how many times i have to say be with me or let me go. one day he lets me go other days he's holding on. make up your fucking mind! sorry about the potty mouth but it is REALLY starting to bug me! i hope every elses new year was good..myself i sat in the living room by myself in the dark watching the ball drop, shed a few tears, and went to bed. thats prolly what will happen tonight too, only hopefully no tears. i know i am stronger than that! right?