It hurts
my heart hurts so bad right now!! why can't i have my old life back ...and why is someone else living it where i used to be??? i cant handle this anymore. i wanna give up so bad hoping that the pain will go away and that i wont be haunted everyday of my life but i can't let go cause i keep holding onto that small hope. but i dont know if my wish will ever come true so why keep going? what'd i do wrong? i want out of the triangle but i cant get my heart out too. the words i hear let me know he's still there but who else hears those words? i don't even get a peck anymore..bet ya someone else does. im sick of always writing in this thing when i am sad or crying.when are the happy entries gonna happen again. no one realizes whats going on...no one wants to hurt nicole over here..but um..every minute is hurting me. this year fucking sucks!! i want it over with.i am tempted to just go away to college even if i can't afford it that way i don't have to do this everyday. i don't have to hear the stories from the day or see the truck when i take movies back..but how am i suppose to leave my dad hear without help for mom?? im stuck and i feel like shit! don't say you love me and then never want to hang out with me. if you want it to happen then help too..im sick of playing games of back and forth. let me go if you don't want to be with me!! maybe then i can accept it. instead of being held onto by a thread. i think i have to go somewhere else to get my hair done (which needs done now) cause even that will hurt too much. ican't take this anymore..i get a day a week or a couple hours..im sick of 'scheduling' a time ..i guess you won..UGH!!i hate this!
HILARY DUFF LYRICS
"Who's That Girl? (Acoustic)"
There were places we would go at midnight
There are secrets left nobody else would know
There's a reason but
I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why
I thought they all belong to me
[CHORUS]
Who's that girl?
Where's she from?
No, she can't be the one
That you want
That has stolen my world
It's not real
It's not right
It's my day
It's my night
By the way, who's that girl?
Living my life
Oh, no
Living my life
Seems like everything's the same around here
When I look again and everything has changed
I'm not dreaming so
I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why
She's everywhere I wanna be
[REPEAT CHORUS]
I'm the one
Who made you laugh
Who made feel
I made you sad
I'm not sorry
For what we did
Who we were
I'm not sorry
I'm not hurt
[REPEAT CHORUS]
Oh, no
Living my life