Its been a very long while
Sometimes i wonder if life goes on while im sleeping. Apparently it does. Once again i am face with insomnia. I dont understand why my body will not rest. I feel so tired but yet so wide awake. I force myself to lay lifeless in bed while closing my eyes and pretending to fall asleep, however i am only pretendind. I lay there while my mind races at a thousand miles per hour. And nothing comes from it. I cant solve problems or issues that i am faces with.
I let myself go. its been awhile since i have posted a journal. this is because i let myself go. sometimes i fear what might happen if i continue to stay active on live journal. i engaged in a lifestyle that has taken me years to fix. i sometimes wish i could go back but than again i am afaird of what will happen.
I will stay around and in times of need i will do my best to post my lifes mistakes for everyone to judge.
I let myself go. its been awhile since i have posted a journal. this is because i let myself go. sometimes i fear what might happen if i continue to stay active on live journal. i engaged in a lifestyle that has taken me years to fix. i sometimes wish i could go back but than again i am afaird of what will happen.
I will stay around and in times of need i will do my best to post my lifes mistakes for everyone to judge.