the only thing keeping me dry..
happy january, kids.
i am in canada.
my computer won't wake up from the o-f-f mode and at some point i stopped journalling here, so i've been frisking paper journals with inky pens like a crazy person.
i miss you guys..
i miss canada. sometimes. the crazy people. a few beautiful ones. broadway. the frozen river.
but being here is a big kick in the face that i belong not here. and it's the first time in my life i've had a good solid place to attach to the word 'home'. home is my head in sloane's mom's lap on the living room couch while sloane's dad watches monster garage. home is the cubby in sloane's arm where my head goes. home is driving in my car with tegan and sara and ani and tori singing at the top of their lungs in the backseat. home is knowing at least one of my beautiful girls at school is available for a hug, or cigarette, or talk, or walmart trip.
home, right now, is kentucky.
bla bla bla.
look at me bla bla bla.
ahh well.
i passed four out of five classes.
A, A, A, B, F.
nice grades.
janessa is calling me sometime in the next hour to go for a drive.
(for a diet coke?) what. diet coke. who drinks diet coke? if you are going to be healthy, drink water.
oh there she calls.
here we go to get a diet coke and a not diet something.
goodnight..
i miss you jessie and dave.
i am in canada.
my computer won't wake up from the o-f-f mode and at some point i stopped journalling here, so i've been frisking paper journals with inky pens like a crazy person.
i miss you guys..
i miss canada. sometimes. the crazy people. a few beautiful ones. broadway. the frozen river.
but being here is a big kick in the face that i belong not here. and it's the first time in my life i've had a good solid place to attach to the word 'home'. home is my head in sloane's mom's lap on the living room couch while sloane's dad watches monster garage. home is the cubby in sloane's arm where my head goes. home is driving in my car with tegan and sara and ani and tori singing at the top of their lungs in the backseat. home is knowing at least one of my beautiful girls at school is available for a hug, or cigarette, or talk, or walmart trip.
home, right now, is kentucky.
bla bla bla.
look at me bla bla bla.
ahh well.
i passed four out of five classes.
A, A, A, B, F.
nice grades.
janessa is calling me sometime in the next hour to go for a drive.
(for a diet coke?) what. diet coke. who drinks diet coke? if you are going to be healthy, drink water.
oh there she calls.
here we go to get a diet coke and a not diet something.
goodnight..
i miss you jessie and dave.