wow wednesday!!!
ok well today went ok during school and stuff..and i was actually happy almost all day long...which is a new one for me....i wasnt sad one time...until now :(....i went to church and found out some things about a certain person that i kinda didnt want to know...but i am DEF. glad that i found out when i did...so i made up some lie to leave...ya i know lieing at a church...but hey i just got this feeling that i wasnt supposed to be there...that i should be home....so i got up and grabbed my friend arian and left i had to walk home and i walked as fast as i could....ya that wasnt so smart....because i have ashma and my lungs arent so great anymore....so it got worse and i dont have my inhaler with me mary has it....ya i kinda need that back...really bad...but anyways....i just came home and sat on the couch and thought for a little while....i hate it when i think too much because then i get sad....but ya i just started thinking about alot of different things...about ex's and my family and friends...you know stuff like that....but ya i really feel like crying now but i cant i think i cried all that i can cry the other night with my other sister sara...ya i really liked talking to her and i found out somethings about her too.....like she said that she felt that i just didnt like her anymore.....and thats def. not true i love both my sisters with all my heart i would give my life for them....so it really hurt when my sister told me that...so ya i amd ef. going to have alot of changes going on....but ok im done now i think i am actually starting to cry now...but ya im done...sorry i am always complaining but trust me ill be happier soon..ok well im out...peace.
hope you all have a wondeful day :)