Update on my life. (As seen on Myspace.)

Oct 20, 2006 21:10

Basically, things have been going REALLY well for me.
I'm beginning to see that bright light at the end of this dark tunnel I've been traveling through the past few months.
I was offered a job with Quicken Loans/Rock Financial.
I start that November 27th.
Finally.
Money.
A career.
Getting to pay off all of my bills and live comfortable once again.
I was planning on moving down to the Livonia area once my lease is up in March, however today I was informed that I am MORE than likely being evicted.
The timing for it is good and bad, I guess.
I definetly don't need the bad renter's credit, since I'm going to be trying to find a new apartment, however I haven't wanted to live here in months, and I definetly can't afford this place on my own, with the income that I have now.
AND I won't have to worry about what I'm going to do with my Grand Blanc apartment once I find one down there.
Starr says she's going to be moving down with me, which is awesome.
Living alone is one of the most depressing things I've ever been through.
Especially knowing that I don't NEED to be living here.
I got the apartment to help out someone I cared a lot about, but it blew up in my face, like most charities I give.
I won't let that get to me anymore though.
We're going seperate ways now.
If somehow, someday our paths cross (probably in court really soon), then I will be civil, however, we both equally shared a big part of ruining each other's lives.
I ruined his love and trust, he ruined my credit.
Even enough, I suppose.
However, if I could take back ANY one thing I've done in my life, it would be moving into this apartment.
But the show must go on.
I will be just fine.
Words can't describe how excited I am about my new career.
I'm definetly going to be working my butt off to make as much as I can.
The potential is unbelievable, and I've heard only good things about what I'm going to be doing.
My number one goal is to get my life to where I want it to be.
I've made so many stupid decisions in the 20 years of my being.
It's time for me to start thinking, and taking things more seriously.
There are so many mistakes that I've learned from, however, far too many that I just keep on doing and regretting every single time.
I have never felt as positive about things as I do right now.
Granted, there are definetly a few things that still stress me out that I don't have answers for, but things will work out the way they're supposed to.
Hopefully tomorrow I'll get answers to at least a few of my questions.

If you read all of this, thank you for your interest.
Wish me luck!!
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