end of an era.....
school started today, and so the summer had ended. It went by so quickly, and so much changed. I didn't really see anyone over the summer, not entirely by choice, but i mean it ok. I guess the summer was good. The home situation is much better, it was rough at first, but i think we're back to normal now. Honestly, I'm not really looking forward to senior year. I'm back to square one this year and i don't even know how i got here. Everyone has built so many memories together, and i'm left speechless to say the least. But there's no one to blame but myself, i guess some people are just made like me, and there's nothing we can do to make it better. I just wish there was someone i could talk to. how is it that someone who was your best friend a year ago all of a sudden become an acquaintance? it's a mystery to me, but I guess it's been like that since i was in elementary school, so i shouldnt complain, at least my life is consistently...umm, awful i guess. i wish i could go back to the encounter.