Analee, Us all talking about being SALTS was something that we have been talking about for as long as I can remember. I NEVER said that you could not do it also, I was just being honest about our plans. I hope you feel better....
Britt, I know, I guess I just got a little stupid and jealous. The friendship you three have is one thing i'll NEVER have... not even close, not even in the same ballpark. I get sad when u talk about things u promised eachother years ago, b/c when u made that promise i wasn't even in the picture. Things change britt and while childhood rituals and prmoises are great, I nvr wanna feel like u all formed a club that can no longer be entered. The SALT things fine i guess... but i think ppl made it really clear its only gonna be the 3 of u... the council or w/e. I'm not mad, i'm just upset like usual at the fact that some of my status at church is completely beyond my control. Also, look at the whole picture. Obviously a lot of my emotions tongiht have nothing to do with anything involving you or the council. Basically, in short, we're still ice.
Uhm. Not that I count for much, but I promise I have no plans to do...anything at your church without you. I also have no plans for summer yet, and don't intend on leaving you in the gutter. So far, my plans for summer all include you-living at your house part-time and, if you still want to, going to San Diego. Well, I hope you feel better. Call me and vent anytime. I love you...
I LOVE YOU TOO!!!! Oh god... like the good old days... even if i do do other things, we can prob still do san diego and DEFINATELY still do our famous swim meats and sleepovers. Whenever I think of hot summer nights, i think of your house, we always had SO much fun! Thanks... i got ya back too. Sometimes i forget, just b/c I haen't been going to church 4ever doesn't mean I don't have childhood friends... like YOU!
ATTENTION TO ANALEE: you are truly an amazing kid...don't doubt that ever. don't worry about getting a job during the summer...you have more important things to worry about, like the SAT...aka JUNIOR YEAR THINGS!! don't be stressed about the summer...some places don't even hire till your 17 anyway, so your friends might not even get jobs! chill out!!! and don't think about summer '06 yet...because i will be moving away. just take your life day by day, week by week...if you have to think about the future, let it be a wonderful expirience where you think about the joys of spring break...not whether or not you'll get a summer job.
ATTENTION TO NIKKI: Thank you so much, you're so sweet! I'm feeling a lot better about the whole thing but I hate feeling like i'm being left behind, its one of the worst feelings in the world. See you in a half hour, maybe one of us will get wagged (by the big, wobbly, finger today).
heres how I see itcoreycommentsJanuary 12 2005, 19:16:26 UTC
If those 3 are the SALTs, you're the pepper! Salt can do without pepper sometimes, but usually it takes both of them to make something good. Pepper is the fiesty companion, the one that immediately stands out, like you. Mostly, I just think it's crazy that you're already planning 2 years into the future-anything can happen between now and then! Hell, I haven't even planned what I'm doing TOMORROW. Life throws curveballs, and you're here sitting on the fastball. You just adjust to the curves and hope you don't strike out!
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Us all talking about being SALTS was something that we have been talking about for as long as I can remember. I NEVER said that you could not do it also, I was just being honest about our plans. I hope you feel better....
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I know, I guess I just got a little stupid and jealous. The friendship you three have is one thing i'll NEVER have... not even close, not even in the same ballpark. I get sad when u talk about things u promised eachother years ago, b/c when u made that promise i wasn't even in the picture. Things change britt and while childhood rituals and prmoises are great, I nvr wanna feel like u all formed a club that can no longer be entered. The SALT things fine i guess... but i think ppl made it really clear its only gonna be the 3 of u... the council or w/e. I'm not mad, i'm just upset like usual at the fact that some of my status at church is completely beyond my control. Also, look at the whole picture. Obviously a lot of my emotions tongiht have nothing to do with anything involving you or the council.
Basically, in short, we're still ice.
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So far, my plans for summer all include you-living at your house part-time and, if you still want to, going to San Diego.
Well, I hope you feel better. Call me and vent anytime. I love you...
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Anie
P.S.- YOU TOTALLY MATTER!!!
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you are truly an amazing kid...don't doubt that ever. don't worry about getting a job during the summer...you have more important things to worry about, like the SAT...aka JUNIOR YEAR THINGS!! don't be stressed about the summer...some places don't even hire till your 17 anyway, so your friends might not even get jobs! chill out!!! and don't think about summer '06 yet...because i will be moving away. just take your life day by day, week by week...if you have to think about the future, let it be a wonderful expirience where you think about the joys of spring break...not whether or not you'll get a summer job.
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