Aug 14, 2005 19:33
(because i am in a drought of ridiculously cute juicy little bits, i'm giving you this until i return)
i am in love (it's kinda nice, man)
you know the thing i never say (making exceptions for very special assholes)
the father of my flesh is ex-communicated (long and sordid and private !!!)
legality is scaring me shit-less (adulthood? hasgfjashdfkll;l; uhhh)
cigarettes will kill you (i quit so you should quit)
so will drinking if you don't quit (so i'm gonna quit)
i wanna walk on runways (my family says i should use my brain or something)
i've become quite stable (co-dependency was a killer)
the bruises are healing quite nicely (soon we'll be able to joke about the whole thing)
corporate schmorporate (i need the dough)
gerald is expanding (see below)
the familiar porcelain (because it's tougher than you think it would be)
i try to flex my muscles everyday (see above)
boooyfriiieeend? (i need a good laugh sometimes, is all)
because the latest installment is a still-life, slap to yr face! she read my cards and read them well, told me things i was too scared to admit to myself, they fit in my palm as soon as they spilled from her lips. watercolor is a tough medium, too much room for mistakes. painting still-life can get so. boring.