Writer's Block: Lost & Found
I'm going to do something a bit out of the ordinary for me. That's right, I'm going to write a list.
1. My Innocence: although this has probably been gone for at least three years, I really did used to be a good girl, that got good grades, that played sports and did band, and was pretty much the ideal child. Despite my hard work and dedication to these things, my parents did not seem all too impressed, and this was around the time my drinking/make out whore escapades began. Yeah, you know...like age 15...whatever
2. My friend, Derek: I have experienced a great deal of deaths through my grandparents, uncle's and aunt's, etc. However, nothing could be worse for me than to lose someone that was so young, so full of potential and energy...I wish I would have spent more time with him before he went away...this is one of my very very few regrets in life. There have only been a handful of people since I met him that can hold a kind of conversation like the ones we used to have. God, I miss him.
3. I CAN'T THINK OF A THIRD BECAUSE NOW I'M DEPRESSED AS FUCK. Thank you, Live Journal.